weird weird de days!!

friday 10.10.2008~today morning mom tole me to take tuition early..but..i dun feel like i wanted to take early..although tht i end tuition early but..i dun think so tht i have a feeling to celebrate wit them!!although i go but it will make everyone into sad mood!lolx!!furthermore..i was too sad tht lo kong feeling wasnt tht good but i still wit him!!n he was so upset wit something!!lolx!!tht time i was back late..but before tht lo kong have done something wrong to me tht i have been regret letting him to go to klang for gathering!!cause tht f**king b***h hold my lo kong hand n cry in front of my lo kong...hate him very much lor!!this kind of ppl know tht ppl got gf still wan to disturb!!hate her..make herself so low to take away or break ppl relationship!!f**k her!!de bitch name call loh foong yee!!she make my lo kong come back to me late!!n let me wait till very long at summit!!almost 6 hrs!!but my lo kong didnt know tht summit is wat place!!suck day of my life!!haix!!than..i dun try my best not to cry n trying my very best to forget about wat have happen!!lolx!!but in my heart onli left 1 thing tht i hold it very strong!!no matter wat i will be at ur side n i love u so much!!lolx!!if i didnt check my lo kong hp..i wont notice this kind of thing!!

wishes and hopefully!!

thursday 9.10.2008~blogging again!!lolx!!this day i went for ponteng!!lo kong early in de morning come n fetch me!!lolx!!than..my heart was having a wish n hopefully tht i n lo kong will not break up anymore!!but his attitude change alot le!!wad can i do??nothing..jus support him n i dunu wat to do lor!!lolx^^..piss off.. this day i went out whole day wit him till late night!but..my heart still caring this wishess n hopefully!!haix..somemore i have think alot..SPM coming le!!how i cant get to see lo kong tht much le!!lolx!!after SPM lo kong say he will bring me go genting,cameron,ipoh,malacca!!lolx!!but after this all day..i got to go for khidmat negara!!swt sial?! but in this 3 month i dunu wad will happen tht i not around lo kong lor!haix!!hope nothing happen ba!!muax!!

day time of happiness!!

wedesday 8.10.2008~this day was a day tht i first and only first to celebrate borthday wit my lo kong!!although tht wasnt tht perfect but i really hope tht he will be happy on tht time!!lolx!!wad i give him is..1 manila card tht full of msg from chor hang,chi foo.tian hou,xiao pyng,john lim,benjamin,kah hoe,charmaine,helen,mei ching,racheal & feel mores lor!!lolx!!than i give him my name dat i make it de..but it cost expensive!!almost can vomit blood*bluek*than i bought a cake for my boyfriend and de plan was like this!!st after my skool..lo kong fetch me!than i went bak home!!after tht i wash up myself oni go out celebrate wit him lo!!but helen request to go yam cha at ASIA CAFE but she dunu weather she want to ajak mei ching go anot!!i oso swt!!if im mei ching i will be sad!!lolx!!than 7 something we went to AC for celebrate..helen n jonathan plus mei ching help me go n take!!but mc pay de balance for me!!but i haven pay back!!lolx!!than they fetch benjamin together!!lolx!!but i n lo kong went off de earlier wan!!cause we have to rush to kota kemuning!!lolx!!HAPPY BIRTHDAY LO KONG!!LOVE U MUAXX!!

changes in relationship

1 October 2008~day by day come..his feeling towards me change..jus because of de damn girl it have break our relationship!de time i found his profile i saw her look everything..i feel tht she is suck!de more i look in her profile..de more i hate her!de hurt in my heart its was like a knife have been inside of my heart!

day by day pass...

september-october~after de national day..i wanted to be a couple back wit my bf~KEN CHOONG KUNG SENG~but i notice tht he dun really like me back..wat should i do??lolx!time by time pass...he knew a group of frenz!i dunu who were they..i jus know 1 it was loh foong yee...tht time..it was fine to me..but longer time passes..he told me tht he have feeling to her..n they wanted to be gather yet i still haven break wit my bf~KEN CHOONG KUNG SENG~but tht time i dunu wad should i do..jus i know its cry n keep stay beside him and do all my best to be with him...till he forget de girl..but i dunu weather its hard for them to forget or i de one should giving up..tht time my heart was totally pissed off..i dunu wad to do..n i have testi foong yee to leave my bf`KEN CHOONG KUNG SENG~although he wasnt tht good bf..but its hard for me to break wit him..cause4 i n him have been through alot of thing n we edi have a relationship 1yrs++coming to 2yrs... when everytime i say break wit him my heart was hoping tht he will beg me to say no...but tht titme he totally didnt beg...i was?!@@nvm...so i slowly talk to him..tht time start my feeling towards him was deep n deep..maybe this is called fall in love...in dis month make me full of sadness n its hard for me to concentrate on study..haix~~

national days!

31 Ogos 2008~this day was national day..tht time i was having dinner with my aunty but i didnt realize tht day was a merdeka day..when i seat my brother car tht time i oni realize it was..tht time i wanted to watch firework..but i dunu who i wan to go wit so i ask my bf~KEN CHOONG KUNG SENG~to bring me go but tht time he let me know tht his frenz have invite him to go out but..he doesnt wan to go..till i say let follow ur frenz..then oni he call up his frenz^^swt..de frenz was:chor hang,chi foo,seng tuck,tien hoe & chor hang sister frenz!tht time was very crowded butwe was happy enjoying to see firework..lolx!but end up we see nothing..so we plan to go ASIA CAFE for yum cha!dotz!tht time i was argue wit my bf~KEN CHOONG KUNG SENG~but i didnt notice tht i have kissed him..i meant de is face not 'ta kae lun' la...dotz~tht time i return home around late midnight...hehex!!

renew blog!!

15 October 2008~although today was wednesday..but i have alot of thing to wrote inside!it's hard for me to keep inside my heart~!lolx!!this is wad happen this few month..if anyone wan to know more..have a look on it!!ok!?this blog belongs to CRYSTAL CHAN...this is my diary can it possibly be ba..^^SWT^^....