loves!!

this handbag really nice!!lolx!althougth it in gold colour but it look like `high class'!!hahahax!!

de day before SPM!!

11/11/2008~this day was spm weeks n month..dying lo!dunu wad i will get in my exam...shit...but early in de morning my bf sent me to skool..lolx!!n i dunu weather i know how to do anot!!shit lor!!BM PLUS SEJARAH!!aiyo!!!this is de few picture i take before 1day of SPM i study!!lolx!!including my panic emotion cant eat anything so i jus ate this!!

de gift from someone!!

this is de gift tht i capture from wad my bf give still got others but i didnt take..haix!!missed!!lolx!!

de new of crystal!!

from today on i wont write anything about me n my bf(kung seng~my ex)i wont write anything about me n him anymore...its only wil be mine story n wat is happening on surounding me...thts all!!cause everything was my sad n i dun wan to recall back my sadness...i jus wan my like to be peace,happy n enjoying life!!hahaxX....

lame day!!

18/10/2008 saturday~today morning i n michelle will be having crash course!!lolx!!but when crash course tht time michelle ask me weather my mom fetch her home or kung seng(my lo kong)..when i answer her tht time i abit pai seh..lolx!!dunu y..nvm la!!haha..but after lo kong reach than we on de way home le!!but sent michelle st la of cos!!than i n my lo kong dating awhile..but...we dating till go summit than to giant le!!lolx!!n de worst is my aunty saw me at giant!!lame men!!n she say tht i got dating wit lo kong in front of my parent-my dad....my uncle...swt..tht time my dad start knews tht i got a bf le!!tht is real comfirm..but my dad didnt say anything!!lolx!!but my mom know everything la!!hahax!somemore today at giant say foong yee(de bitch)punya mom..lolx!!if lo kong didnt tell me i wont know!!when lo kong let me know le..i dunu weather i shuld believe anot!?tht time i oni think tht should i believe him or not??haix!!!

wishing and hopefully...

17/10/2008 friday~today was friday le...i wish tht i could be wit him happily..!!can i?cause yesterday i keep advise myself to be patience wat he done jus because i wan to be with him...but i cant predict tht how long could he last...but got a stupid thing happen at pyramid tht is i n my bf sleep inside de car!!he done nothing..but de security thought we make love inside de car!!lolx!!wad de hell...hahaZxtht time we feel tht very exciting..lolx!!!when we went off tht time..lo kong car bang at de securty i wasnt know...swt!!stupid de us!!hahax!!n this day start our relationship get better abit le!!

painfull or painless?

16/10/2008 thurday~today was a aniversary for me n my bf...today is 1 yrs n 3 month aniversary...happy 1 years n 3 month aniversary lo kong..love u lots!!but when i told him this.he question me back..he ask me wat is tht..i totally swt!!maybe is truth tht his heart have left tht fonng yee(de bitch)when inside de car he help me o press de poison acne...it was very pain but my heart feel more pain...cause i really get hurt till very deep...i really wan him to hold me tide back...i really wan last time de him...n i wan de is when i cry he will hug me tide so tht i wont cry till very geng..but i really cant get le...this feeeling really suck...i seriously dunu wat can i do anymore!!

sad sad sad!!

15/10/2008 wednesday~today de weather not bad..lolx!!cause i whole day wit my lo kong till 11+pm le...lolx!!although i dunu tht he have told foong yee(de bitch) edi anot..but i can feel tht his heart still wit hernut not me...today i ask him to on his msn...i saw tht he have block me in msn..although tht he still put me in 'important ppl in his life'but his display name wasnt same as me le..maybe is because he want to show foong yee(de bitch)tht i n him nothing le...we have break le...i really dunu wat is happening..everytime i think back this problem i cant sleep n i will keep on crying..i really dunu wat can i do le...wat i know is jus SHH....to keep in silence!!tomorrow he still will come n find me anot i dunu..wat i know he really wont care me le...this nvm le..de worst is he wont care for my feeling..i wan his sayang,love huggie..edi no more le!!i wan he de one who give not i do st!!but i really cant get le!!this really make me chat wit him till very fu him...wat i know is no matter how sad m i also he wont gan jiong me le...this really make me think tht i have become an unknown in his heart!!wat should i do??

weird..

14/10/2008 tuesday~today de tuesday i feel tht something seems so not right n plus abit weird!!..cause i can feel tht lo kong got something hiding from me..and i realise tht now days he keep holding his handphone without letting ppl touch..but end up i oso know y..is because foong yee(de bitch)change her hp num to sms wit lo kong le...and i think i know how lo kong gonna settle down is jus only a way tht he will use that is meeting up her.no wonder he choose a day tht i totally busy plus say yesterday foong yee(de bitch)very busy this n tht...my feeling comes again...i can feel tht tomorrow will be happen something..but wat can i do...i try my hardest to pretend nothing...wad can i do others than this...

confusing?!

13/10/2008 monday~today i didnt went to skul..but i go for ponteng..my heart was really not in stable...y muz i feel so many thing n y muz i think?i dunu?..but wad i feel is tomorrow will be happening something seems not right at all...cause lo kong told me tht he wont meet up her to talk wit her face to face...is this true??willl they seriously become frenz?of foong yee will wait for my lo kong??in this 3 decision!!which wan oni de truth??i dunu...i getting crazy wit this problem...plz god...let me know something...tomorrow is de day tht lo kong will talk wit foong yee le!!!wat will happen..can i know??wil lo kong tell me de truth?

sad sad sad!!

12/10/2008 sunday~today de sunday for me is totally different!!cause im having a missing feeling..i was wondering who i missing!hehex!yuan lai i miss de is kung seng(my lo kong)..haha...dunu y...i really hope tht i can meet him later on..but if i meet him will he talk wit me about he n foong yee!!??will he??dunu..y muz he make me goes complicated!!!n y muz i take de risk to believes tht he n foong yee is nothing!!lo kong..i really fall a very deep hard love to u!!how should i reduce??but in my heart was not thinking about this feeling....i oni think i dun wan to break wit u!!but lo kong told me tht he will talk wit foong yee this tuesday to end up their relationship...should i believe or not!!???m i tht stupid?

sad sad sad!!

11/10/2008 saturday~in a wonderful morning..i wake up very early!!lolx!!!maybe got date so i will wake up early??izit true?lolx!!dunu la!!watever!!than i wake my lo kong up!!hehex!!after 1 hrs...he come n find me...because he have promise me tht he will bring me to time square!!lolx!!tht time i was very happy tht i can go so far wit him..hahax!!but after awhile i got into upset!!jus because of de 2 damn f**king msh tht send by LOH FOONG YEE!!in de msg tht wat she wrote to KUNG SENG..i got read!!wad she sent to KUNG SENG I WANSNT REALY HURT..but end up sending this i totally lost myself!!
FOONG YEE(DE BITCH)-I WILL WAIT TILL CRYSTAL FINISH HER SPM..UNTIL THT DAY I WILL WAIT FOR U TO COME OVER ME!!(WAD DE FUCK IS THIS)
she trying to take away KUNG SENG from me!!do u know wat is this call!!1 WORDS..~DESPERATE~she totally love to take others ppl boyfriend!!