sad sad sad!!

12/10/2008 sunday~today de sunday for me is totally different!!cause im having a missing feeling..i was wondering who i missing!hehex!yuan lai i miss de is kung seng(my lo kong)..haha...dunu y...i really hope tht i can meet him later on..but if i meet him will he talk wit me about he n foong yee!!??will he??dunu..y muz he make me goes complicated!!!n y muz i take de risk to believes tht he n foong yee is nothing!!lo kong..i really fall a very deep hard love to u!!how should i reduce??but in my heart was not thinking about this feeling....i oni think i dun wan to break wit u!!but lo kong told me tht he will talk wit foong yee this tuesday to end up their relationship...should i believe or not!!???m i tht stupid?