sad sad sad!!

15/10/2008 wednesday~today de weather not bad..lolx!!cause i whole day wit my lo kong till 11+pm le...lolx!!although i dunu tht he have told foong yee(de bitch) edi anot..but i can feel tht his heart still wit hernut not me...today i ask him to on his msn...i saw tht he have block me in msn..although tht he still put me in 'important ppl in his life'but his display name wasnt same as me le..maybe is because he want to show foong yee(de bitch)tht i n him nothing le...we have break le...i really dunu wat is happening..everytime i think back this problem i cant sleep n i will keep on crying..i really dunu wat can i do le...wat i know is jus SHH....to keep in silence!!tomorrow he still will come n find me anot i dunu..wat i know he really wont care me le...this nvm le..de worst is he wont care for my feeling..i wan his sayang,love huggie..edi no more le!!i wan he de one who give not i do st!!but i really cant get le!!this really make me chat wit him till very fu him...wat i know is no matter how sad m i also he wont gan jiong me le...this really make me think tht i have become an unknown in his heart!!wat should i do??