my expression from my heartx...

TO:JI MUI(MICHELLE)
i dunu wad happen to us...but i feel something have change from us...we couldnt be like last time so friendly,playful,no secret to each another n everything...but nw changes alot...we can dun talk for each another for so long..im sorry to say tht...but its truth...i can feel tht u totally not friendly at all..u have change alot from urself since de day i came back from NATIONAL SERVICES...u no need to ask ppl..cuz ppl wont know u more than i do..sorry to say another thing out from here...im not a open girl to clothing myself..but to u..i think u have make urself too over in wearing cloth..i know u wan to show ur self in de very first place..but not in this kind of way...this is not ZAK u or so whatever...but wear properly for ur own is better than something happen before u change...if u wan to hear than hear..if dun wan u can ignore it...about ur so called 'MUK'..i wont care anything about him..mostly u will say u will leave him or so what ever...but i dun think u dun tell better than tell..cuz about him n u...i gt no interest at all..this is de msg i wanted to sent to u..but i fail...nvm..i think u will read my blog..so like this sent to u oso wont be fail ba...
TO:EVENT MANAGEMENT CLASSMATE
i really did love this classmate..but i feel something not comfort wit it...dunu y...is nt tht im very hard to gather wit..is i dunu hw to say this feeling out..but nvm la...this is nt important..as long we enjoy wit each another in this 2yrs&4mth...we re event management..we re friendly...we cant anti-social..even our course ppl got come from korea,sabah n china...but we still need to go through for 2yrs&4mth...happy together...frenz forever...we re event management march intake 2009...lolx...
TO:MYSELF..
*LIFE*
i dunu wad im doing for my life..cuz i feel like not right to everything...sorry for ppl who reads..i really dunu how to manage my on time for doing work n personal work...i dunu wad happen..jus i know tht its doesnt seem gd..
*LOVE*
i dun feel like wanting any love from any 'chaser'cuz i rather be frenz than be a couple..cuz if couple wit a person cant stead long jus a while,few months,or jus a few years..is better to me if im having bf after i have graduate all my study...cus like tht wont district me from anything tht im doing nw...im still young..still got alot of chances..
*STUDY*
study is important to me to gain more knowledge...i need de knowledge for my rest of my life..i need to study hard by graduating my degree or master in whatever course tht im interested...i know i can do it..it jus depends i wan to archieve anot...
*FAMILY*
love from family is more important to everything cuz it cant buy by using money...lolx...yea its true...but i need family support for everything tht im goin through in every each day from now on...this is real to me....
PS:THIS IS MY OWN ADVISE TO MYSELF ONI....NT TIMPORTANT TO EVERYONE..BUT IS IMPORTANT TO ME...