ruin up my life!!

i couldnt feel any feeling from my family anymore!!dunu y!!even they have a plan for tomorrow!!i will jus like ignore it...or i will feel tht i doesnt love it at all...do u know y??is because of the feeling had change into different!!not like last time anymore!!couldnt feel the day like last time!!even if u want to scold me for tht go ahead ba!!but to me...i still feel the same in my heart...sorry to say so...but its truth...last time i used to love in swimming..as i feel that swimming get alot of space!!my sadness everything..will be gone!!but as wat i think is totally different!!even how much i swim also...all my sadness will be dere!!but unfortunely..i love skating now!!dunu y...i feel like i love the way of flying around is like flying at the sky...and i can feel the air that surrounded me!! my so watever feeling will be gonna!!this is wat i feel!
PM:SORRY THT FOR TOMORROW!!I DOESNT WANT TO FOLLOW YOU TO CLUB..BECAUSE I DOESNT LIKE TO PLAY ANY SWIMMING THING ANYMORE!!MY HOBBY NOW IS SKATING(MAYBE)