Saturday, November 7, 2009

dunu wad happen to me recently...lolx...i know i been wrote down for my own problem here..but therefore, i wrote it in my diary as my feeling wasnt tht good towards anything...and alot of thing could happen surrounded me..sometimes i really feel tht moment was enjoyable...but sometimes, i feel like i wasnt tht important and also i could feel tht i was still in my own world without anyone caring:( wonder this could happen until when??? dunu dun care...is this wad should i do??
todae i went to a pub with my bf..and i also know his frenz...*for my honesty i wrote it here... one of his frenz were ok...but i feel tht his body shape was wat i want...tht is totally 100% my type tht i wonder to have...and i realize tht i was keep looking at his body...swt fuck...isnt it weird..*OMG!!plus i was how was pose dance.. they were sexy enuf...lolx...i see until no stop men..
tis were my first problem..recently i dunu y i will easy dislike on wat my bf done toward me..and also i will get jealous if he talk with girl wit a close relationship more thn me...till i seat dere alone..without caring me anything... *HATES* sorry dear...but i will try to chill myself out...