♥ crystal heartx u ♥

2010-01-16T22:17:00.000-08:00

its hard for me to avoid something that will happen out of sudden..
its easy for me to think negative that something might not happen in my life..
but why this thing cames to me like non stop... jus wanna stay away from u
but u keep appear in my life that i will not noticing,..
i doenst wanna talk with u
i doesnt wanna see u
i even doesnt wan to think about u...
but i fail for everything,...
cus i will see u everywhere
cus i will talk with u
cus i will think of u when u appear!!
even i will dream that i be with u!!

really staying at a corner to hide myself not to see u..
im doing my best when i can..
maybe this is the love that i shouldnt felt for..cus u makes me not worthy..

ALL I CAN SAY IS JUS I LOVE U!!I WILL HIDE THIS LOVE AND NO ONE WILL KNOWS WHAT A STUPID THING THAT IM DOING...AND IM LEAVING WITHOUT ANY NOTICING TOWARDS U.... T.T

2009-12-15T01:25:00.001-08:00

haha... my christmas present or 1 year aniversary present i also dunu.. lolx.. nvm la... i love it also...

2009-12-15T01:03:00.000-08:00

dear KHOR KOK HOW, happy 1 year anniversary o... :0

haha... our trip such a enjoyable... and im like hehex...

our trip to gentng just oni me and my dear but my cousin came so need to bring them along as well... hahax.. but unfortunately we enjoy so much.. playing all those heart attack games.. swt... i didnt go for it.. cus i need to take care thing...

i and him have our dinner at THE CAVE...hehex... suang o de food dere...suitable for coupless..^^

2009-12-09T19:53:00.000-08:00

fraser hill trip was awesome.. cooling, fainting, vomiting... wad kind of emotion also got.. hehe... too many picture le... lazy to upload...

2009-12-09T19:15:00.000-08:00

haha... went to pahang for my cousin sister wedding and we have some trip also.. quite fun over dere.. cause we enjoy so much yet we feel tired.. swt=/
this is de picture when i take at wedding time.. all this picture have alot but i cant upload all...

pahang tip story..

first day journey was okay.. once we reach dere we have our lunch but before tht we had our bak kut teh with my cousin and his bf.... this part we didnt take any shot of it.. but at night busy for preparing this and that while my aunty was busy to preparing others for tmr morning.. but we all jimui doing all the late night work...but at least still got money to take la.. hehex...

second day journey.. means on the day of wedding... we play too much... haha... and i know all my jie fu so called heng dai that lets us play de... haha... somemore we exchange number and know each another more details... haha..x0x0...cant tell all the story...*something has happen between...*

2009-12-04T11:38:00.000-08:00

went to pub at taman tun HQNINE(HQ9)...hehex... drink too much le now adays... have to control le... cant drink like this,.. but this sunday have to drink again for wedding de...

2009-12-04T11:24:00.000-08:00

first time folow my bf to wedding dinner.. hehex.... dunu y tht time i see my bf so handsome.. haha..maybe is tht cloths i brought for him gua... hehex... and i took some picture with sharon and ah leng... hehexz.s..but some picture cant upload...especially me with my bf d...

2009-12-04T11:16:00.001-08:00

me and my cousin at 1UTAMA... hehex.... tht time my bro and my another cousin sis buying stuff than i and my cousin sis have a small camwhore.. hehex... really enjoy walking with my cousin at 1UTAMA..=)

2009-12-04T11:14:00.000-08:00

i was dream for this situation... but i need time to have this situation.. cus i cant have this dream now... haix....

2009-12-04T11:06:00.000-08:00

me and michelle study at mcdonald.. lolx=) but sumhow we take some picture plus i feel tht i and her have very long time didnt camwhore le... missing tht day so much....

2009-12-03T05:39:00.000-08:00

yesterday receive a msg from my bro..hehe... went out with my bro and his frenz and also our cousin... wee... first... we went to kl to my cousin house first than we ahead to 1U for shopping and also walk walk... hehex... than we went to klang for bak kut teh... until late night oni come back... haha....

but on tuesday... went to pub with bf for his frenx b'day... hehex... enjoy so much after my exam... maybe i really need this kind of thing... and i also need time to relax....=)

2009-12-03T05:34:00.001-08:00

holiday... cool... i love it men.. cuz i will be having so much trip.. lolx... is like full of appointment...

5 dec- a trip to pahang for my cousin wedding...
12dec- sunway lagoon with all my cousin...
19dec- to penang my dad frenz wedding...
20dec-to thailand holiday with my family...
24dec- genting trip with my bf and his family...

haha.... full of trip.... weee.... i think i need to enjoy if not start college than i cant enjoy....

holiday...holiday....holiday...

2009-11-24T18:11:00.000-08:00

feeling so ensure towards u...
i wonder that u will let me know something true about u...
but if u could tell me something tht related to me.. than i will be fine..
if tht isnothing related than i will stay in myself without disturbing u...

2009-11-22T22:26:00.000-08:00

maybe this thing shouldnt happen to me.. cuz it was too impossible..

'loving someone is not an easy thing but forgetting is a worst thing that we need to do..'

i wonder there have a chances to get it.. but i totally know myself too well, till that i dun have any confident to get to move another step forward to u..

in my heart suffer alots..its truth hiding something in front of someone that we wanted..

maybe if i try not to do anything.. than i will be fine with it.. yet i know i edi fail to begin in that way... really in love with u.. never forget about u b4.. yet i dun take anything return from u..

and now i might be staying alone with my own silent life without anyone know about this..

y dis thing will happen in my life and y i have this kind of love yet i cant take that..

my true words.. really wan to be with u no matter what it happen..

2009-11-22T22:20:00.000-08:00

getting sick rite now.. hope i will be fine as my exam is coming liao.. swt lor...

2009-11-18T13:44:00.000-08:00

I FOUND THIS WHEN I WAS DOING MY BLINGEE.. AND THIS PICTURE LETS ME RECALL BACK EVERYTHING THAT WE DOES WHEN WE RE IN UNDER 18.. LOLX... BUT POSSIBLY EVERYTHING HAVE BEEN CHANGE TILL DUNU LIKE WAT LA.. NVM LA.. LET TIME TAKE THE MEMORY.. I GAIN ALOT OF MEMORY AND DIFFERENT KIND OF PROBLEM WITH THIS PERSON.. YET HER NAME IS MICHELLE..

2009-11-18T13:37:00.000-08:00

THIS IS WHAT I EDIT FROM BLINGEE... HEHEX.. ALTHOUGH IS NOT THAT REALLY NICE.. BUT I STILL LOVE IT SO MUCH.. PLUS I STILL GOT DIFFERENT TYPE DE.. BUT THAT IS FOR ME ONI..

2009-11-18T10:27:00.000-08:00

VICTORIA STATION.. OMG.. THE FOOD WAS AWESOME.. HAHA.. THAT TIME I EAT..CMC TOLD SAY OUT THAT I OFTEN COME TO THIS KIND OF PLACES.. LOLX.. ITS MEAN THAT RG ALWAY BRING THIS KIND OF PLACE TO EAT.. BUT YET NOT..HAHA:) CAUSE ITS NOT TRUTH..

2009-11-17T09:58:00.000-08:00

SORRY FOR LIVING AND ENDING EVERYTHING UP WITHOUT ANY NOTICING.. SORRY=( I WISH I COULD START IT ALL OVER AGAIN AND JUST FORGET IT.. BUT I CANT DO IT ANYMORE..

2009-11-16T10:49:00.000-08:00

todae raining day...wasnt a nice day but yet... crystal, eevon,kama and nicholas could enjoy our day so much...how awesome it is..hahax...at first when i reach college..kama and eevon was waiting for me at foyer yet they re not in formal but me...lolx..nvm la..than we went to class together but jeeho and jo takes ms farisha for yam cha without us.. how dare...lolx...nvm la... we dun wan also...cause we feel cold outside is rainig at the morning also... after our principles classes.. we went to orange had our lunch but kama order too much to eat cant be finish up..end up with ta pau to cinema... after that we heading to sunway pyramid as i got few week not been dere..and something builds up and closed...than we watch 2012 at cinema..haha..meet san san and siti...lolx...somemore we end up going back at 8 pm++ lolx... wad a beautiful days...somemore eevon keep saying me and kama together but i say she and nicholas together...lol... eevon somemore say do assignment but not do assignment de.. we re event have to enjoy life not jus by doing work...hehex.... thats all.. sorry not picture uploaded...=)

2009-11-13T11:43:00.001-08:00

happy birthday meng chun u already in 17...plz study for ur spm...tht will be in few more days to go...

2009-11-11T01:52:00.000-08:00

went we go for our fam trip tht time..we all goes crazy...play with ppl...make ppl laugh and so on...crazy ppl from sunway college event student...

2009-11-11T01:07:00.000-08:00

my cousin sister wedding...congratulation...hehex....this is wad we takes...haha,... sister forever:)

i think we re pretty enuf to being as a sister..lolx...cousin forever...

2009-11-11T00:57:00.000-08:00

this is wat i taken with my bf..while we re in the pub...so tht time i wasnt drink too much and i was how ppl dance a pose dance...really nice and sexy..although i dun really know how to dance this kind dances but i know its real tired to begin with the pose..climbing up and down than turn around,...lolx...

2009-11-07T11:13:00.000-08:00

dunu wad happen to me recently...lolx...i know i been wrote down for my own problem here..but therefore, i wrote it in my diary as my feeling wasnt tht good towards anything...and alot of thing could happen surrounded me..sometimes i really feel tht moment was enjoyable...but sometimes, i feel like i wasnt tht important and also i could feel tht i was still in my own world without anyone caring:( wonder this could happen until when??? dunu dun care...is this wad should i do??
todae i went to a pub with my bf..and i also know his frenz...*for my honesty i wrote it here... one of his frenz were ok...but i feel tht his body shape was wat i want...tht is totally 100% my type tht i wonder to have...and i realize tht i was keep looking at his body...swt fuck...isnt it weird..*OMG!!plus i was how was pose dance.. they were sexy enuf...lolx...i see until no stop men..
tis were my first problem..recently i dunu y i will easy dislike on wat my bf done toward me..and also i will get jealous if he talk with girl wit a close relationship more thn me...till i seat dere alone..without caring me anything... *HATES* sorry dear...but i will try to chill myself out...

2009-11-05T10:43:00.000-08:00

http://Ipmsms.blogspot.com pls look under her...this is me in the video and sem 1 august intake was all noty ppl....to play with surrounded ppl...u will laugh if u see...as my bf too...lolx...

recently busy with assignment so i got no time to post up everything...lolx.. if u cant go in just look at my blog there got only chinese word..thn in dere and look...TQ^^

2009-10-29T11:44:00.001-07:00

when we go for our dinner at restoran yuen steamboat...hehex...everyone was enjoy eat..fooling around...haha...

2009-10-29T11:33:00.000-07:00

my dear working tht time...hehex...this i take when i go to my dear office there!!

2009-10-29T11:13:00.001-07:00

me and von to have our hair treatment...hahaxx:) my colour was purple..but von wan was blonde red dunu wan de...this is wad we re doing...

2009-10-29T10:45:00.000-07:00

my family...love u all alwis...:)

2009-10-26T00:12:00.000-07:00

考完寺了。。。但我在考寺的时候。。我想不到东西。。。不知道为什么。。。有可能是给我的家人弄到我不开心，和解我的淑淑还骂我。。。看到他都不爽。。。

2009-10-23T07:06:00.000-07:00

今天的我，有一点点忙但是我觉得做起来跟本停不下来。。。

如果可以的话。。。我想做回我喜欢的事情。。。

觉得月来月喜欢做event 的工作。。

2009-10-22T02:32:00.000-07:00

我爱你许国豪
有可能一辈子那么爱你！！：）

2009-10-22T01:36:00.000-07:00

老公，我很想你。。。
但是我觉得，最近没什么见到你了。。。
因为我最近很多工课做。。。
所以如果刻意的活，我要你乖乖哦。。。
不要器死我。。。最近太多事发生在我的家里。。
和借我也是很累。。我真得很想如果可以的话，我要你来照顾我。。
我考私拿到曼高分。。弄到我真的开心下来。。
我也希望每一几考私我也可以拿到那么高分。。。
那我家里人就不用为了我来担心。。。
佩仪，你要加油哦！！
你说你行拟就行。。
你说你不行也要行。。
因为你要做给别人看还有你要对你自己要信心。。。。

宝贝老公。。。永远到那么爱你哦。。。。

2009-10-18T21:21:00.001-07:00

today class cancel!!hahax!!happy...go back early and relax alotz!!!!!!!

2009-10-18T09:32:00.000-07:00

feeling happy tht i can talk wit my family properly without any argue le!!hope it will stay long!!yippee!!!!

2009-10-18T09:12:00.000-07:00

dunu wad to say about last night!!it was a bad memorable day towards me!!!but i wish i will never met this day again!!in my coming up life!!i wonder how much i still love u instead of losing u from apart of my life!!but this really mean to me tht i feel tht im losing u!!wanna be with u!but yet i cant comfirm to u with my gurantee of 100%... somemore i wanna stay right with u from crossing every session of problem tht we are having and have a solving together with a reasonable answer!! how much we can be together, we wont know...but our heart muz be wishing to stay long relationship in term ofgetting short relationship by playful!

2009-10-15T01:41:00.000-07:00

TODAY KAMA TAKEN A VIDEO CLIP OF US...AND THAT VIDEO CLIPS MAKES EVERYONE LAUGH TOO STOMACH PAIN!! BUT THE MOST PART I LOVE THE MOST WAS MS FARISHA SHOOTING KAMA QUESTIONS DOWN!!HAHAX... AND I WAS IN THE VIDEO!!PLUS IT NOT SHORT OF TAKING ME!!LOLX... HE TAKE IS OKAY BUT WHEN HE ASK THE QUESTION REALLY MAKES US LAUGH!!!CAUSE IS A REALLY CRAZY QUESTION!! WHEN I AND KAMA HANDING OUT OUR ASSIGNMENT!!MS FARISHA SAYS THT OUR SAFARI IN CHRISTMAS WAS THE PERFECT WAN!! BUT OTHERS WAS NOT BAD ALSO!!

2009-10-15T01:26:00.000-07:00

maybe i wan to have a little bit of love from u!!!but i doesnt know weather is rite anot so getting u! but somehow...i will get thing goes perfect...really nice chatting on the phone wit ya!! till up to 3am++ getting to 4am... we re like really alot of thing to chat!!and i feel tht de way i talk to u was making me so exciting...'A WORDS OF YOUR MAKE ME GOES HAPPY THAT I EVER WANT TO BE' real exciting...plus i think we had chat something that is real sweet to my heart!!and it can be melted and soft towards my hearts!!

PS:WAD AM I DOING??I DUN REALLY KNOW!!BUT I JUS KNOW I MIGHT GETING IN LOVE WIT U!!!

2009-10-15T00:35:00.000-07:00

dato son..(dato tan kok ho)vincent(the rich)

this was on my bro bday..tho is not tht much picture tht i taken..but some was awesome...cuz i really love it!!somemore is only 101 tht i will had!!!hehex...happy birthday bro!! u re already in 21!!

2009-10-14T23:57:00.000-07:00

crystal & evon

me & evon..have taken some capture and with a posess...tht time we meet at pyramid..thn we back to college and take some picture for assignment...plus we back around 5pm+...

2009-10-14T06:42:00.000-07:00

my beloved bear~!!thx dear!! i love it so much!!

2009-10-12T04:32:00.000-07:00

THIS IS ME!!!

2009-10-12T04:22:00.001-07:00

went to neway and sing k!!lolx...jus oni 3 person!!me,dear and weng kiang!!hehe...we sing until 7pm+..cuz weng kiang gf work dere!!

2009-10-11T04:20:00.001-07:00

im bored with you... and your life as well..

2009-10-10T15:08:00.000-07:00

wake up too early!!!i cant sleep back le!!lolx....somemore i am drunk enuf!!happy birthday bro!and i have too many picture and thing to blog!!!wait o!!

2009-10-06T04:23:00.000-07:00

celebration with my dear at island cafe at SS2...haha...we celebrate mooncake fesitival...lolx...actually this is for family to celebrate de..but thn my dear suggest to celebrate...than okay lor!! we celebrate lor..than time i really happy to hear tht when he ask me to celebrate this...and he told me tht he treat me apart of family...and wonder i would be anot??lolx...

2009-10-06T04:14:00.001-07:00

this is show tht michelle is not having a discussion or anything...cause it look like a frenz...but it true la!! but not really show is acting de!!haha...

2009-10-06T04:11:00.000-07:00

boy and girl.....wad a couple pendrive...

2009-10-06T03:53:00.000-07:00

all this flower was so fresh...i wonder to had different kind of flower..they look so beautiful... wonder how much i love those natural and beautiful flower in this world...

2009-10-05T23:51:00.001-07:00

wad a beautiful candles!!!i wish that on my wedding i will have a pinkie rose candle that shown in the picture and that candle can stand very long...damn nice lor!!all this candles!!if i got i also wont lighting it...tak sampai hati men!!

2009-10-05T23:34:00.000-07:00

MID TERM SEM BREAK!!BUT STILL NEED TO DO ASSIGNMENT DE!!LOLX...

2009-10-04T18:06:00.000-07:00

happy mooncake festival

2009-09-30T01:28:00.000-07:00

i love u dear...wonder how long we could last long..i wish that we can last forever!!muax...

2009-09-30T00:56:00.000-07:00

today i had my lunch at orange...lolx...we re like everyday orange oni!!maybe 1 day we will become orange!!okay at the first thing i follow my mom to repair car and ee von is with me!!but i doesnt know weather andy saw ee von anot?as my bf says tht ee von are beautiful!lolx...in the msn picture la!! than we went into class as usual...and the jo makes alot of GAPS altho tht is not funny..but he just try to grab some attetion...so we dun care!!but something had happen tht we doesnt want to say so!! and we had discuss about our fam trip..but mayan and jo wasnt in a good relationship!!so i dunu wat to do!!but seriously la!!jo u really can make ppl pissed off by u!!ms rita makes us wear formal but end up nothing!

PS: SORRY>>>WE DOESNT MEAN IT!!

2009-09-28T03:38:00.000-07:00

ON SUNDAY..I AND EEVON WENT TO SUNWAY PIRAMID...AT FIRST I WENT TO HIS HOSUE THAN HER FATHER FETCH US TO SUNWAY PIRAMID!!I GET STUN WENT SHE SAY THT I GO FOR PONTENG!!LOLX...AND I GET SPEECHLESS! *SERIOUS* AND I MSG TO HER THT Y CANT U SAY THE SAME REASON AS U...Y MUS IT BE IM THE ONE WHO PONTENG..LOLX...THAN MY BF COME AND FETCH ME LE!!SORRY FOR DUMBING U ALONE AT PIRAMID...AND NOT WITH U WAITING UR FRENZ!!BUT BEFORE THIS I SAW THERE GOT ALOT OF LENG ZAI AND ALSO I HAD TAKEN A PICTURE OF BATTLE GROUND!!BUT NOT THE HOT GUYS!!

2009-09-28T03:32:00.000-07:00

had my breakfast with my dear at puchong!!than we was heading to tesco to buy my daily used!!as he say tht we wanted to keep my stuff at his house...so let him be ba!!and also he treat me like i never use to it!!he is like suddenly change...but i wonder how long could he stand for this moment!!altho is not really tht sweet but i still can feel that he try his best to change...and he told me..wad he have dreams about me...and make him cant fall in sleep very well!!

PS:SORRY...BUT I LOVE U!!!MUAX!!

2009-09-28T03:15:00.000-07:00

BESTIE FOREVER!! * HOPE WE RE*

although tht we sometimes will had joy,peace&argue but in our heart is till the same no matter wat!!!love u bestie..XOXO...

2009-09-28T03:02:00.000-07:00

this is mei ching!!hahaz...i feel some of her pic she look cute!!try to have some look!!

2009-09-28T02:47:00.001-07:00

this is me...plz dun judge!!

2009-09-28T02:24:00.000-07:00

michelle...our picture is too many!!if u want all the picture i will pass it to u from my pendrive!! and u should know we had taken alot!!not jus a few!! sorry!!

2009-09-26T01:26:00.000-07:00

i brought this in thailand!lolx...and than i wonder to buy this for my dear!!but end up..haiz...my both brother taken...but nvm...we went to another place!!and i can see for the nicer want!!so i brought it!!and it real expensive!! and i also buy a necklace of cherry for my bestie jimui!!hope she love it so much!!(but sorry nick, makes u go misunderstanding!)...my mom too sayang my cousin sister*chan wai teng* cuz i brought wat she also got!!but nvm!!we re real jimui!! as we re a family!!so we brought something couple want!!hahax!!

2009-09-26T01:15:00.000-07:00

i got a new frenz..when i were in thailand!!this is my frenz... when we re together!!pei zhi, chloe and stacy!!they were so nice...we can talk,joke, play around, fooling around...and also we can make ppl awake while they were sleeping...cuz we really nothing to do!!and its oni the last day for us to joke with...maybe we could hang out if we can!!try to contact each another to go for hand out ya!!loves being with u all!!such a very fun and enjoyable!!

2009-09-26T00:43:00.000-07:00

when to thailand...and we get to take alot of picture!!but sumhow...i can know some new friend...they was so nice and i wonder to go shopping with them but end up, we cant...cuz the time for us is not the same and but we see each another when we re eating and going out in a group...we taken some picture..the place was so scary and real make ppl cant stand for it...cus its not suitable for those obesity,heart attack, high blood pressure and so on for those who had sickness...cus this really dangerous...as im was in it,i also feel scare cuz i scare i cant meet my family,friends, and my dear...if i really get happen something in it!!!there is too many picture...so i oni upload a lil!!and i cant upload all..sorry for cant see more for it!!but then everything has been saved in my pendrive...about the ah qua want there has more than tht...but some of the picture i wont post it up!!!

2009-09-26T00:35:00.000-07:00

when to tropicanal mall, and thought of buying movie tickets of where got ghost!!!but then the ppl say oni can buy 2 day advance oni!!lolx...but nvm lor!!we wait till friday oni buy lo!!haha...that day friday our time was so in rush and my dear run to KFC to buy zinger burger...somemore its raining time!!swt...

2009-09-26T00:20:00.000-07:00

went out for swimming with jimui,kkh,sean,pei ling and her cousin sister!!lolx...that time was very funny memory...cus something happen..wat if i wrote out someone will get in pai sei!!haha...somemore this thing oni 4 ppl know about it!!!(sean,crystal,kkh,jimui)haha....that time i heard i also get in stun and laugh cus kkh told me about it!!and sean saw it!!sorry dear...using ur phone camera to capture alots of picture!!but u were not inside...

hoegarden...

2009-09-26T00:08:00.000-07:00

when to hoegarden with ah sean,pei ling,kkh and me!!lolx...that was real awesome cuz that time we call each 1 cup its mean 1 pint..and you imagine how big was the cup its and the taste was so suck toward it!! we went there was around 1030pm+...

2009-09-14T09:56:00.000-07:00

enjoying my life and release my stress out in everthing when i went swimming with my bf and fren!!hehex...

2009-09-09T01:49:00.000-07:00

taken some picture wit my cousin!!!when i was at anson!!and when we re having our yam cha and supper time!!

2009-09-07T12:13:00.000-07:00

when club9 with my frenz..julyn,jeeho and kama..actually we plan to have a lepak to bangsar jus to teman jee ho!!but end up no need to go..then we plan to go play pool..but too bad!!i doesnt know how to play!!make me so pai sei!!haha...but nvm!!they still willing to teach me how to play!!lolx...

2009-09-06T07:42:00.000-07:00

saturday i went back to anson for my relatives who pass away..because of accident!! R.I.P...but we went to yam cha around 1am+ at old town...than my cousin sister msg me tht she at steak factory and she ask me to go!!so i go lor!!haha...damn nice to eat men!!!in the midnight of 2am+ eat steak wei!!sure get faT...but we seat dere until around 4am+.... haix!! *LOVE TO GO OUT LATE NIGHT RECENTLY* than today back to my house around 4pm++....and then around 6pm++, i,RG, weng kar, sharon,and ah leng went to ming tien to have our yam cha!!lolx...than we really talk alot!! especially me,RG,sharon and weng kar!! *TALKACTIVE* haha...

2009-09-03T11:07:00.000-07:00

today i went to bazaar with michelle!!and i can see tht she is healthy right now!!and i hope tht she will be fine like usual day!!!and tomorrow she will be having here parking test!! *good luck* and i walk with her tht time!!i feel like we re back to form 5 tht time when we go for study!!we will buy alot of thing!!jus tht something become different!!i got car and i drive but not seating texi or walking liao!!lolx...and her KINKI death *R.I.P*...after we makan everything! i went back home and get my beautiful sleep!!yeah its really nice sleep until 10pm...lolx...and i didnt get my bath although tht i know im dirty enough but i really tired!!haha... at nite,like usual i will talk with RG!!haha...and we talk alot...until 1am++...SWT..i tell him about the dog of shih tzu and another wan tht he like wan!!i told him!!my shih tzu is only worth for RM400..and he say buy la!!bring me go i buy for u!!!but i need to take care properly!!and i feel something tht wat i wan he will try he best to get for me!!but..shih tzu dog i really love as i admit!!but when i tell him i wan baby wan i dun want tht big wan!he tell me..y i so choosy wan!!lolx...not i choosy..its i really wan a baby wan!! *SERIOUS* and then he tell me his story when he was young...and other story more!haha!!!and he say tht he wish tht he had his dog and i got mine! SHIH TZU AND POCKETDOG!!

PS: DEAR BUY SHIH TZU FOR ME LATER ITS OKAY DE, AS LONG I KNOW THT U HAVE TOT IT B4...I WILL BE HAPPY TOO!!!LOVE U DEAR!!

2009-09-01T03:16:00.000-07:00

RECENTLY HAD EATEN ALOT OF GOOD FOOD LIKE SEAFOOD,FAST FOOD,ABOLONE,SHARK FIN...LOLX...MAKE ME GROW FAT MORE!!HAHA...AND NOW I WANT TO EAT BACK THOSE NORMAL FOOD!!HEHEX!!THT IS NOT EXPENSIVE!!

2009-09-01T03:09:00.001-07:00

happen some ridiclous stuff on me and my family!!doesnt know why my mom love to say about KUNG SENG now adays!!and i feel tht its so unreasonable to say back all this old stuff!!and once i heard kung seng name!!i feel tht i hate him so much!!and i will think back of wat he done to me!! and now my mom say tht i be with him!!WAT THE FUCK IS THIS!! and saw me at PUCHONG that i dating with him!!so unreasonable men!!and now u make me angry of u!! i wont be talking with u for this!!cus i hate u keep scolding me...tht i going out wit KUNG SENG!! ur re my mom i should respect u!!but u say me with kung seng i cant stand for a word!!and u tell dad tht i be with him also!!let dad whack me for the unreasonable thing!! you make me cant communicate with my family well!!is because of ur unreasonable words with ur over reacted feeling!!makes me hate u rite now!!i dun know y i can have tiz kind of mom!!
(IM SORRY TO SAY THT BUT I REALLY GET MAD WITH U RIGHT NOW!!)

2009-09-01T02:16:00.000-07:00

taken some picture by myself and i doesnt know wather i look nice anot?but its okay to me...uz i love my self and now de me!!*REBORN*...my cousin and RG say tht i slim down alot!!and i hope i can get more slimer!!haha!!!

my cousin

cousin: XIAO MEI you slim alot edi ar??

ME: *PAI SEI* ..no la!!where got slim down le!!lol...dun look down urself la..

cousin: got lor!!last time we all same size and body shape de lor!!but now u look slim then before this lor!!

ME:no la!!dun praise me la!!!i will *PAI SEI* de la!!haha...plus u dun look down urself la!!u also can de!!!

cousin: u look slim and pretty edi!!but not as fat as like me la!!dui bu dui??

ME:*SIGH*

KKH: fei po ar!!y u look slim edi wan??ur father didnt let you eat ar??

ME: no ar!!where got...my father wont let her daughter die becuz of food wan lor..

KKH: yea mer!!but u before this wear cloth look fat and those cloth like very big size want wor..

ME: *SIGH* aiyo i look slim edi not good mer!!why u want ur girlfriend forever stay fat ar??lolx!!

KKH:yea lor...if u stay fat i wont worry tht much ma!!only will be fong sam ma!!if not later got so mnay ppl want you wat about me le??

ME: *SWEET* i wont be like this de la!!since now i love you so much!!if i want to do!!early already let you go la!!need to wait until now mer???somemore our relationship so long edi!!hehex..

KKH: *PRAISING HIMSELF* i so ugly also got a pretty girl want me!!my 'XING FU' le...somemore im a loyal guy to be with..haha...

ME: *STUN* *VOMIT BLOOD*

2009-08-31T10:28:00.000-07:00

taken some photo with my cousin...although tht is kinda act cute and so watever!!but i dun mind!!cuz tht moment i try to act like a 'lala mui' but it seems tht i fail to be!! so i forget about tht. but me and my cousin took around 80++ of 'syok sendiri picture' tht much without knowing!!haha!!and we re pretty!!

2009-08-31T10:20:00.000-07:00

went to KL..to find my cousin!! kinda alot of thing happen went in her house tht time...and i had a conversation of kinda argueing with my uncle tht doenst have any brain wan!!!scold ppl without any respect wan!! *hatex* ...see the conversation first...
~my cousin sister and my uncle...~
我的脚放上来有罪是吗？会死哦？在那边吵。。我为什么要尊敬你？你值得我尊敬吗？你觉得我和小时候不一样。。都会说小时候啦==哎哟。。人会变得啦。。mh在那边吵多多。。讲就讲拉。。请不要动我。。在占我便宜我可以搞你啊。。

i kinda stun also when this happen...this happen nvm...bt ppl laugh also got wrong want mer??swt de lor!!haix!!keep scold ppl...like mad ppl oni!!ur daughter didnt play with us together mer?swt...

2009-08-31T10:12:00.000-07:00

went to sunway resort hotel to see a hong kong artist on 29 august 2009...when she is funny but as i take her picture only 2!!but i got take picture with her also...she character will always be lai ma oni!! *SIGH* ~chu mi mi~she from ipoh and she study at smk yuk choi skool!!lolx...but work at hong kong nia!.

2009-08-29T09:56:00.000-07:00

to my babe...i love u so much..and u know tht how deep is our feeling go into...but sometimes..i really want to know something tht its really hard to ask tht time...i dunu how to open my mouth and say something..altho tht i really curious to know but i rather ZIP my mouth off...so tht i wont lost so much of thing tht i had now!!cuz i love the way you pamper me...i love the way u treat my jimui and frenz...i love the way u re..i love the way u care about me..i love the way you sayang me...but i love the most is i have thought of finding a guy tht know how to skate!!and now u turn ups to my life...and i got u in my life!!so this is my big satisfaction!!haha... luv u babe!!how u will be dere for me when i need you!!you should know how precious tht u belong to me!!!

2009-08-28T06:22:00.000-07:00

jus went out for lepak...and this is wad we capture during we re on the back to college...haha...that time we went to pyramid jus for the hor fun...but we order wrong food...we call for hor hee dunu wad...and then we jus walk around and around...jus like nothing to do!!but nvm we get to know each another more detail maybe...haha...

2009-08-28T06:07:00.000-07:00

recently happen alot of problem..why recently had alot of thing..y cant it jus be normal...i want my life to be happy and peaceful...wonder how could i do it...lolx...especially now to my frenz....michelle mak mei ching...hope she will get better soon!!dun stay hospital till forget your precious jimui!!!get well soon..than we can go outing...haha...

2009-08-28T05:46:00.000-07:00

can you see how sweet was my jimui and his bf...i hope my jimui can be him longer...as he is not a bad guy..very pamper you and wad you want he give it to u!!lolx...but somehow...you must treat ppl in the same way also..haha..his name call nick...

2009-08-27T05:23:00.001-07:00

this is my bf... we take at skating dere and tht time was mei ching birthday!!hehex!!and i love u so much!!i love more than u do...as i miss u eternity way!!hehex..love u babe!!wish tht we wil get in long relationship...muaxx!!

2009-08-27T04:56:00.001-07:00

@@i gei injured without any reason!!and now i had a scar..my first time skating injured till like this...@@

happy birthday to michelle mak mei ching..and his boyfriend is there with you!!see how happy and lucky u were to be in this world and you were my beloved jimui forever! no matter wat we re forever!!no one could replace us okay!!if okay post 1 at ur blog my girl!and my boyfriend given u a wonderful birthday present but i didnt take picture of it so nvm la!!i think back of de day how i 'sneak' out at the morning..and how annoying we done on RG and what we did is like haha!!!stupidity!!!skating makes me go fun but i get injured without any reason for teaching anyone!!maybe next time dun ask me to teach anymore..i dun wan to fall again!!is like so dam PAI SEI!!

2009-08-27T04:52:00.000-07:00

i would like to say this is my boyfriend punya so called buddy tht used to be gay together and they love to go together and doing all those stuff together!!lolx...but this guy not bad to his gf la!!and can also say tht like to make joke with me all the time when im sad enough!!haha!!!but i also like to joke with him!!his name call sean!!

2009-08-27T04:42:00.000-07:00

sorry for my reader tht i didnt update for recent happen and now i will did!!but first of all i wonder to let you know tht i have changed my blog link to crystal110291@blogspot.com... change and view me!!if u wonder to know more about me!!!

2009-08-22T05:43:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U MY DEAR BELOVED JIMUI..(MICHELLE MAK MEI CHING)AS NOW THE TIME WAS 8.43PM..I MIGHT BE THE EARLIERS WANT TO GREET U..AND I WISH THT UR DISADVANTAGE HABIT THROW AWAY(LIKE SIU JIE,WASTE MONEY AND SO ON LA) AND COME ALL GOOD GOOD HABIT TO U!!BE MORE MATURE!!!

ruin up my life!!

2009-08-22T05:27:00.000-07:00

i couldnt feel any feeling from my family anymore!!dunu y!!even they have a plan for tomorrow!!i will jus like ignore it...or i will feel tht i doesnt love it at all...do u know y??is because of the feeling had change into different!!not like last time anymore!!couldnt feel the day like last time!!even if u want to scold me for tht go ahead ba!!but to me...i still feel the same in my heart...sorry to say so...but its truth...last time i used to love in swimming..as i feel that swimming get alot of space!!my sadness everything..will be gone!!but as wat i think is totally different!!even how much i swim also...all my sadness will be dere!!but unfortunely..i love skating now!!dunu y...i feel like i love the way of flying around is like flying at the sky...and i can feel the air that surrounded me!! my so watever feeling will be gonna!!this is wat i feel!
PM:SORRY THT FOR TOMORROW!!I DOESNT WANT TO FOLLOW YOU TO CLUB..BECAUSE I DOESNT LIKE TO PLAY ANY SWIMMING THING ANYMORE!!MY HOBBY NOW IS SKATING(MAYBE)

2009-08-09T12:07:00.000-07:00

AFTER

BEFORE

RG jus brought a new phone as his phone already cacat!!lolx!!before that he was using W850I and i go with him to buy the phone!hehex!!!and than he dunu wat to do!!so i make an easy choice for him!!as i see give him a basic phone without sliding or flip...so i choosen for him jus normal...and that was K770I...lolx!!but the seller suddenly talk that he wan to modified his car!!plus it was in viva!!lolx!!

2009-08-07T06:36:00.001-07:00

a week to go for my college life!!but i still dont know any of my reslut yet...but maybe i will back to college and have a look!!hope my result was fine!! and i can proceed to sem 2!!

2009-08-02T10:57:00.000-07:00

waliao!!recently i have pretend tht my house was a hotel for me to register for check in and out oni lo!!lolx!!go out mean check out...wan to sleep mean check in lo!!OMG...how could i do this!!dunu y...
29 JULY..okay last week i went out wit RG on wednesday to ara damansara...and tropicanal mall...lolxx..but tht time before i went out wit him i was wit my ji mui!!went i sent ji mui home...RG have called me to drive over his house just to meet him!!lolx...tht time i went until late night oni go back around 2-3 am..lolx...cus i went to give michelle her wallet tht she always used to left over my handbag dunu y!!(steal ur money buy bibii haha)..than make me rush back!!lolx..but after giving her...i got to rush to sunway for steamboat!!lolx...so late still want to eat steamboat!!me,RG,SEAN,PEI LING,WENG KAR,SHARON!!LOLX...6 of us eat so much and enjoy so much for our food!!tho i was sitting there and i didnt really talk to sharon..after tht we went home sleep!!lolx...
1 AUGUST..today i should go to michelle house to us for a lil help!!but i fail!!cuz i got no car!!F**K...my dad take the car to repair.. OMGOSH><.than michelee call me up and wondering i still going to her house anot!!and i was thinking to go late abit wait till my dad get the car back..but i tell her nvm its okay edi!cuz i know my dad wont be early taking the car back!!shitty!!after i off my conversation wit her!!my dad thought tht i will be going out wit mchelle..so fast fast bring me along to get car!!lolx...than at the first thing, i get the car edi!! i drive to RG house again!!lolx..and i think my dad have change something cus i feel tht my car that i drive for speeding was too fast liao!!if other people seat will feel normal...but RG drive also feel the same as me!lolx...than at nite we went to mont kiara to tenji sushi to have our dinner!!lolx...dam nice!!and i was addicted to the RAW OYSTER..OMG...I STILL WANT TO EAT!!back home around midnight 3++am!!
2 AUGUST..went to RG house at early in the morning of 9am!!swt so early!!plus tht time no car!!i pedal it dam freaking fast!!lolx!!lucky is not lamborghini!!if not i will be racer edi!!lolx!!JKJK oni!!and i reach his house on 10 minutes!!lolx!!sharp!!and RG scold me say drive too fast!lolx...mostly need 30 minute now short 20 minute!!lolx...then we went to UE3 and 1UTAMA..to buy thing and have a walk!!hehe..went we was walking at 1UTAMA...RG keep looking on diamond stuff!! and i got no interest wit it!!so i walk to diva and have a look on accessories!!tha suddenly pop up mandy and a prefect of smk usj 12...i was so syok tht i will meet them over dere!!lolx!!and i get piss off with my both phone tht keep ranging 24hrs!!lolx!!(sei ren tou CW)..after tht we went to coffee bea to meet up with SEAN jus planing to run away from SHARON...lolx...back around midnight!!lolx...
*TAKEN SOME PICTURE BUT I LAZY TO UPLOAD*

cry on my shoulder..

2009-07-30T10:57:00.000-07:00

suddenly love tis song so much men!!haha...dunu y!!maybe of the chorus part have a deep feeling...altho tht its jus a song but i dunu y...its totally like my feeling....

wat i have done?

2009-07-30T10:06:00.000-07:00

haha....recently too free to wait for the sem 1 result...and i was so free at home!!even i went out also wil be back at late night!!lolz!!haha!!!im made a bottle of star tht consider 200++..and i wonder to make in 200 bottle to consider the 200++ star in a bottle!! 1 star consider 1 bottle! i know its crazy but i will do it!!and i will do a thousand of love to put in a box!!(but im still learning tht is a double heart in a piece of paper!!)i dont know y i will do this all...but i wonder to do this all!! and 1 day i will give all tis to a person tht i really wonder to begin with an stay right with him till eva!!!and i think i will waste alot of money but to me i think is till worthy to give it!!

car?!!

2009-07-30T09:39:00.000-07:00

OMG...THT IS LAMBORGHINI RITE!!!SO YENG MEN!!LIKE THE MOVIE OF CHU KONG PO HEI...THE LAI CHI DRIVE LAMBORGHNI!!I ALSO WAN!!BUT I SAW IT AT SOMEWHERE IN MALAYSIA!!BUT THT CAR IS FROM SINGAPORE...LOLX!!BUT I KNOW IS LAME TO SAY I SAW LAMBORGHINI..BUT IN DE SAME DAY I SAW PORCHE AND FAIRLADYS AS WELL!!LOLX!!

busy!!

2009-07-22T12:45:00.000-07:00

recently doing something for someone tht is special day on 24 july tht was this friday... it was RG birthday!!lolx!!i wil like ery worry in everything!!dunu y!!maybe is i scare tht i not prepare well or anything!!lolx!!how???dunu wad to do!!!jus do something tht is special to his birthday!!hehe!!dear...love u!!and happy birthday!!!enjoy ur day!!

outing^^

2009-07-22T12:26:00.000-07:00

recently outing wit jimui,cousin sister from sarawak...and my brother ads well...lolx...we 4 keep outing and buy thing like crazy especially my cousin sister keep buying thing but jus brought some heels...hehes...

bibiii.....

2009-07-22T11:58:00.000-07:00

im crazy over wit michelle new puppy!!weee....if can i wonder to go her house and play wit the puppy....or give it to me and play for a few days...but i cant gurantee it wil be aive anot...lolx....puppy!!!i saw RG play wit michelle puppy before...when he carry the puppy is like full of sayang and cute look...dunu y when i look at his face and caring the puppy...i can feel tht he can take care of me like how he sayang the puppy...not i mean tht im a dog..but i really get this feeling...and when on the way to his house... i was holding his hand tide and laying on his soulder... haha..kinda nice...even when imagine back i will feel happy no matter what!!so RG told me...if he have his own house the first this he will buy me a puppy!!and now i waiting!!haha...HAPPPY!!!WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE^^.....

outing wit jimui...

2009-07-22T11:52:00.000-07:00

kinda nice to went out wit jimui sometime...haha...we will be like rich ppl like wad they normally do threat each another..haha..we went and do nail art..together with jimui frenz gwen..than sometime we have some gossip and tell each another about our problem..lolx...kinda nice too...but sometime we kinda siao too hehex...

went to melaka

2009-07-22T11:35:00.000-07:00

haha...maybe this picture oni jus normal..but the day to me is too important and it was special to me..haha....lolx...my day at melaka was fun although it have abit of excited but we need to jaga2 as well..lolx.. i went to melaka i eat alot of food tht those artist eat..haha...durian cendol was too sweet..and other was perfect!!hehex...

my uncle birthday...

2009-07-22T11:19:00.000-07:00

this is my wonderful day tht i never eat until so expensive!!lolx...maybe this is the very long ago..i admit..but now i update..this is my uncle birthday, and my uncle spend alot of money on this food for today..hehex..very wonderful food...hope i can enjoy again...